Unexplainable !!!!!!

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Finally I succeed with a comeback and here I am, again with my bloggers!! Believe me, it sounds awesome when people come up like, “Demit, You are still alive!” BTW I am still.

Actually, just recently I came across a stranger’s status on Facebook (by how, I don’t like social networking so much, now) - ‘the one who I had someday, the one drove me through the golden days of my life, is the only one responsible for evolving me into an overrated bustard!!! I know you would never see this but you were, you are and you’ll remain “A bitch” only. And how big scoundrel I am who still missing you”. L

Seriously, it was damned disturbing. I really didn’t get him exactly and anyhow got so curious to know what happened and through how terrible conditions that sufferer (Lover, Looser or who knows scoundrel, don’t know) had strolled? How could he become so pathetic for someone who once loved him? Did his Girl really unable to sense the fire concealed his frozen feelings inside?

More then interesting and fascinating, his status headed me back to my earlier days, perplexed like hell. Why does love have to give so much pain and emptiness?

Revising my lost love, I ended with “You were right, my stranger friend. Shit happened to everyone.” ”I too miss her, buddy!” She is the only one that I hate yet relate to. Her existence is the only I tend to run away from yet my sole shelter. Her name is the only name I keen to rub from my page of life yet my only scream every night. Though she abandoned me with no hope, I still miss her. I still like her. I still want to be with her. Still wish to meet her. I still love her. So still, I am alive…………….

When the rays of sun stop bleaching my ways ahead, when the tweeting birds route back to their nests, when the ascending moon starts dwarfing whole world into black, only her name howls inside and I realize “Oh, again it’s dark!”

I can’t explain
or you jus say “I don’t have anything to”

Though, don know who still

Carries your memories inside

My empty hands or this broken heart

A harmed soul or few untold whispers

Or my silence

Who could be so strong?

For now

Alike a mystery, I am silent

sitting at the shore of present

revising that past

you were never to break my heart

you were never been so harsh

Was that really "Love" or

JUst a lie

A lie to rely

All way, I am new now.

Newer actually

Newer, brighter and happier

But not lovable anyhow...........

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4 comments:

Saru Singhal said...: This part of the poem is simple and profound.

"JUst a lie
A lie to rely
All way, I am new now.
Newer actually
Newer, brighter and happier
But not lovable anyhow."

Beautiful post!; 19 March 2012 at 19:09
Veby said...: Thnk million of tons Saru !! Thats really so great of yo !!; 26 March 2012 at 00:33
Anonymous said...: loook how love changes the profession :P; 16 April 2012 at 04:01
Setyo-Utomo Said said...: nice and interesting post

plz follow me on www.facebook.com/JournalistOnDuty; 19 June 2012 at 08:03